goodnight, SweetHeart.

it's my turn to move on.

I bet you thinking oh, gee another lonely person.. oh well who gives a crap

but you know what?
Monico and me are going out again
but I have this weird empty feeling inside.

It's like my mind's telling me:
Jessica, things won't ever be the same again.

Why am i thinking this?
Well, when I was single I did have the pang that Monico was done with me,
but i still had more fun.

I became better friends with guys,
because i wasn't scared that someone would go tattle to monico saying:
Jessica is flirting again. Kill her.

But now I just feel like I'm missing out on people who could be great friends,
because i'm dating.

What's gonna happen now?
I do really really like Monico.. but idk
things are starting to happen again and i'm just about to give up.

Wow.

In just this small amount of time...

things change.

Monico and me.. have ended. I suppose it was about time..
I've also learned how many friends I actually have...which is not many.

Sad, but true

So anyone, if you know how to heal a girl with limited friends and a broken heart, tell me...

cause i can't live too long.

hehe... a smile orgasm...

ok well.. i suppose i should update on the current events of my particularly boring life...

i Have managed to keep a boyfriend for over a month...Go me right?
It seems we grow closer everyday... at least in my view.

Well... Life outside of school is good..

Life inside.. is okay...

(I just found out that this weird (gayish) guy likes me... ewwww...)

Ok goofy story of the day...

In Art class our teacher was just blabbering away so me and my friend Larel..or w.e ... were kinda passing notes. like i would show her a piece of paper that had stuff on it. She passed me a note that had some personal stuff on it (to her anyways) and i was passing it back when the teacher saw me..
"Jessica, WHAT are you Doing?"

"Uhh.. nothing..."

"ok, just put that on my desk"

"ok..."

But, ah ha... i had another trick up my sleve...
i switched the notes to the paper i was just writing on and showing people my message...

she didn't even notice...

LOL!!

well enjoy,
Jessica

Fall is here! No time for shorts, or skorts.
'Cause pants have made the final push tward popularity durring the chilling weather.

Well School is actually doing okay. Me, and monico.. are together now (<33) and we're good. We're just fine and dandy; two people who match incredibly well. Imagine that. And the only thing that's actually going wrong is that 2 people have made it their total humanly purpose to break us up for their own selfesh desires.

Blah.

Well, I suppose that's all for now..

ttyl

Jess